writing 3 ( assighment 6)

A Certain I Hope Me

my something that hopes me has a elder brother, i want has a elder brother not man problem or woman. formerly grandfather word actually i have 3 woman elder brothers but my woman elder brother dieds a moment after born, to three my woman elder brothers dieds after gived. my first elder brother is given name siti badriyah and second elder brother and my third at berinama komariyah and samsyah they are borned as twins child. my mother experience and trauma doctor word after thrice contain the child dieds all. two year afterwards born me but after i born ill my mother enough mortally and long so that i am bringed up by grand mother and my grandfather during two year. after my age two year final my mother gets illness although up to now if see corpse or person has died him faint recall the late saudara- my woman brother that died and effect [of] trauma lose sisters mother and my father can not let far the child from it. although now i lecture but every day always at have looked at by my old person. my old person doesn't let the child goes far self. actually i have realized their solicitude superlative but also want to be self-supporting because i full grown. i go to pass lecture and begin adult far from family, i begin has love towards oposite gender. approach and a little nervous. i try to has one who loved. initially normal, but day to day makes me nervous when he is far from i, when does he with woman other. we both know that i should not reside in here. i have other place to be, promise to watch over. another person that love me and trust me asleep well-sleep. i have taken decision, there is no road to return. he is good in me and he is proper better from that. this is matter difficultest ever you have that can be done. to show when do you begin to cry emotion, i can not let you see what you are purpose with me. when does my hand tied and my heart not free, we are not meant to be. to turn around and walk to go to feign me doesn't love you, i shall know us will meet again, has place and time. but my old person not yet allow that thing expressly although say may boyfriend but in reality still to prohibit hard for fear of lose the child and ever will leave if tommorow i shall get must live not far from my old person house. if mysister still maybe i can share story about this and that is with my old sister.